Fate plays funny games. I am in chennai for the fourth time in under 2 months, and i never really liked the place. This time i am here for a good 6 months....at least. The last two weeks have been a blur, in fact, all i remember is sitting in cabs rushing to the airport. Spent a lot of time in cabs, rushing from one place to another. All the while wondering, is this what life is gonna be like? A blur of country sides zipping by as i sit in the back seat of a cab, trying to grapple with the weather changes, the headaches, aspirins and working lunches. Heck! this is the sort of lifestyle i craved when i once spend my days hunched up in front of a screen. I was foolish to think i could ignore the Taurus trait in me. The feeling of being grounded and settled is something that I like all taureans will eventually seek and crave. Its not strong enough yet, though the last two weeks have strengthened that craving to some extent. Sometimes the human mind, no matter how independent, seeks and snatches at some sort of anchor. And sometimes, there isn't one available. It is at times like these when you know, nothing is going your way. Your life just zips by like those endless country sides, and you take a back seat, staring blankly at the blur. You just hope that those times don't last too long.
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